Live As Dead Poets - Carpe Diem by AzriSIXX, literature
Literature
Live As Dead Poets - Carpe Diem
I see lost souls haunting their lifeless bodies,
Searching desperately to find a purpose for existence.
I see the naive and innocent pursuing their pleasures,
Knowing well that they defy the status quo set for them.
I realize the difficulty that comes with the pursuit of happiness,
At the same time I understand how a life of being told our future is meaningless.
I know this yet I strive to seize the day,
to put as little trust in the future,
carpe diem.
Night in camp - rough draft by AzriSIXX, literature
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Night in camp - rough draft
Writing on a dry patch of the only piece of paper i could find,
with my guitar on my lap, keeping me company through a miserable night.
Finding it impossible to sleep in a half-assed made tent with minuscule puddles with suspended leaves and dirt surrounding me
I can only find sanctuary with a pen that I was lucky enough to find in my backpack and a miniature flash light
looking back on the day to figure out what I could have possibly gained from it all when the only reason I went was to prove to myself that I've let things go...
...when coming here has only served to support otherwise
kerosene lamps illuminate the cold damp forests an
Everything I won't say - Valentine's by AzriSIXX, literature
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Everything I won't say - Valentine's
Too much is going through my head for me to stay quiet,
My heart wouldn't let me live if I won't let it out,
But i know better than to ruin what you have at the moment,
Then again,is it for the best that I don't tell you my hurt?
I know everything ended where it should
Even if we both went through so much pain and misery,
I can't change the past but I wouldn't even if I could,
because I would never change my feelings or memory
I won't tell you I loved you the most,
or that i'd do anything to have you again,
I won't tell you it should be in his place,
or that he'd never do the things I'd do,
I won't tell you all this
because I l
A night to forget - written drunk by AzriSIXX, literature
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A night to forget - written drunk
Why did I do this?
I'm gonna regret all of it in the morning,
I'm seeing my ex girlfriend make out with my best friend
but I'm too drunk to even respond
Its the worst night of my life
but I'm too drunk to realize whats going on,
Why did I go in the first place?
How did I become such a masochist?
Should I say something or just pass out,
We walk back to the bar
I scream at the top of my lungs in the bathroom
Just let me die in peace
I'm writing my heart out outside the bar,
I'll never forgive myself when I'm sober,
I write this to make myself suffer
so let me suffer...
hopefully i wont remember in the morning
Its for the best -but its the worst- by AzriSIXX, literature
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Its for the best -but its the worst-
It was probably my worst fear realized,
Two stabs to the heart...
...from the ones I cared for the most,
The impossibility of healing was a thought I couldn't handle,
So I stand in the numbing rain...
...hoping to get lost.
To my surprise, no tears were shed
only raindrops falling,
could I really have been free of pain?
why?Could I be accepting?
Or am I naive to trust them again?
Realizing it might be for the best to let them write their own story,
I shouldn't have to be the tragic hero to everyone's betrayal,
I'll be the one watching over and stop it from ending in tragedy,
I can only hope you'll do well where I have failed.
Tell me its not true even if it is,
Deny your intentions even when I know otherwise,
Leave me in the dark when I ask for answers,
Because if the truth makes me suffer...
then I'll find comfort in lies.
I'm a coward and I have no say in the matter,
I'm no tragic hero who was betrayed by a friend,
I'm simply a villain who deserves to suffer,
For pretending the world could be nicer in the end.
I wander through every possibility in my mind,
But all I do is deny what I refuse to acknowledge,
You can tell me everything is going to be fine,
But nothing would convince me that I'll be vindicated.
The less i know , the better by AzriSIXX, literature
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The less i know , the better
Can't help but feel relieved,
I'm starting life all over once I leave,
I won't ask how you are or what you've been doing,
It'll only make it hard for me to get going.
If I stay, things would only get worse and I would never forgive you,
But when I go, its still going to be impossible for me to forget you.
I'm above the earth,
looking down thinking "I shouldn't be this bitter",
But if I believe we can get better,
there won't be any way I'd move on faster.
Its ironic how I'm in the plane with oasis
telling me not to look back in anger,
but you were my wonderwall,
you were supposed to be the one that saves me,wasn't it clear?
If I
I'm in your possession ,
in your personal collection,
a toy for your amusement,
another night with no attachment,
there is no better feeling,
than feeding off my feelings
i guess that's what you get,
when you've forgotten how to forget.
I'm giving my devotion
to all of my emotions,
you play me like an instrument,
made me a complete embarrassment,
Its just another tale of a masochist
who fell in love with a beautiful sadist,
Its the simplest thing in the world,
just remember inside you're dead and cold.
Love is blind,
Not designed.
Let emotions take over your mind,
You won't find love when confined.
Make it an adventure,
Stop worrying about the future.
Live to make mistakes and failure,
It'll only make love so much sweeter.
The possibilities are always endless,
Never say its hopeless.
Don't be afraid to scream and confess,
Express you're obsessed with finding success to suppress the distress.
Love is to suffer,
Not because it is torture.
It is because we suffer to find love and be together,
So we could heal our hearts with each other.